Saturday, June 13, 2009

Friggin Great

208.2

That means I lost 1.2 pounds this week. Fine, a loss is a loss. At least I didn't gain. Blah blah blah. I'm not even going to try to dissect why on Wednesday I was down over 3 pounds and at the end of the week my total loss was only 1.2.

This week is going to be hectic as well, with work tonight and tomorrow and then either I get someone to work for me on Monday or I call out, because D is having surgery on Tuesday. I thought I could come down after work that morning, but as it turns out, even though his surgery is at 11am, he has to be there at 6am. And they won't admit him unless someone is with him. Frick. (Note to self: Get the boy a calendar so he stops agreeing to just whatever the doctor's office throws out there...)

Also, I'm feeling more than a little like a schmuck after a girls night last night where I showed off my modest, yet beautiful and unique engagement ring and my BFF Sarah kind of tried to hide her at least 3 carat rock in front of me. Hello, most awkward couple of hours I've had in a while. I don't even know how much that thing would have cost her fiance. Yeah, the one she's been dating for five whole months. Don't get me wrong, I'd feel like a douche with a ring that big, and maybe she did a little last night too. But I just felt like everyone around me was like, "Ohhh, pretty", in their pity voice after seeing her ring first. I guess I'm bothered that it bothers me so much, to tell the truth. And likely, it's of my own doing that I feel this way. I get that. But the last thing I want is for this wedding to be a competition. So I guess I should get the heck over it.

Anyway, off to start my next 8 days. Very busy. Very full of un-fun stuff. I'm DETERMINED not to let it affect my Weigh In next week!

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